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20 April 2011 @ 08:04 am
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The love of my life. The one I want to spend forever with. She is everything.

It all started nearly three years ago. I can still remember the day we ‘met’ like it was yesterday... I was new to the internet scene and was going through a rough time. She had made a thirteen forum and I had posted in it. We started talking and I mentioned that I was pregnant, but it wasn’t necessarily a good thing. She messaged me asking if I wanted to talk or if I had msn. When we started talking on msn I barely knew her, yet I felt so close to her. I ended up telling her everything.(none of it good) Somehow, I didn’t scare her away, she cared. We talked almost every day after that and I knew I had fallen for her. She was the thing I looked forward to, just to say good morning to her. I ended up crushing on her horribly but being afraid of losing our friendship if I told her. By some miracle, crazy f-ing miracle, she ended up feeling the same way about me. :’)

I will eventually move to Austria to be with her. I will leave everything here behind, for her. Because I love her, because I have never felt this way about someone ever before. From the first time we actually talked, I felt connected to her. (as corny as I sound, its true) She is the reason I wake up in the morning. She is the only reason why I am here, not dead. There is no way I would have made it through losing lil Remy without her.

Cami… you are my everything.
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clarissepedaru on April 20th, 2011 03:19 pm (UTC)
oohh this is so cute and i really can understand what you feel about her because i feel the same for my boyfriend :) i felt so close to him even if i didn't know hin the first time ^^
i'm glad you found someone who can help you and even if i don't know Cami since a long time, i recognise her in your post (:

maybe it's too intimate and maybe i shouldn't ask but did you mean you lost your baby :$ ?
Stevi: s - blue/white dresscadley on April 20th, 2011 03:25 pm (UTC)
thank you, she means everything to me :')

sadly, I did. sorry to have such a negative sentence in a beautiful love story :/
clarissepedaru on April 20th, 2011 03:34 pm (UTC)
oh no don't apologize! i'm really sorry you had to live such an horrible thing :(
taranouga: i ♥ moustachetaranouga on April 21st, 2011 11:09 am (UTC)
I think this story is absolutely beautiful <3
I am so happy for you guys!
Stevi: s - limscadley on April 21st, 2011 04:05 pm (UTC)
Thank you <3
gemmacranmers on April 21st, 2011 09:16 pm (UTC)
tiffymoo: bjorktiffymoo on April 23rd, 2011 04:30 am (UTC)
aww you guys are so sweet and adorable :) may you forever have a happy relationship
Stevi: s - blue/white dresscadley on April 23rd, 2011 10:42 pm (UTC)
thank you very much <3