The love of my life. The one I want to spend forever with. She is everything.
It all started nearly three years ago. I can still remember the day we ‘met’ like it was yesterday... I was new to the internet scene and was going through a rough time. She had made a thirteen forum and I had posted in it. We started talking and I mentioned that I was pregnant, but it wasn’t necessarily a good thing. She messaged me asking if I wanted to talk or if I had msn. When we started talking on msn I barely knew her, yet I felt so close to her. I ended up telling her everything.(none of it good) Somehow, I didn’t scare her away, she cared. We talked almost every day after that and I knew I had fallen for her. She was the thing I looked forward to, just to say good morning to her. I ended up crushing on her horribly but being afraid of losing our friendship if I told her. By some miracle, crazy f-ing miracle, she ended up feeling the same way about me. :’)
I will eventually move to Austria to be with her. I will leave everything here behind, for her. Because I love her, because I have never felt this way about someone ever before. From the first time we actually talked, I felt connected to her. (as corny as I sound, its true) She is the reason I wake up in the morning. She is the only reason why I am here, not dead. There is no way I would have made it through losing lil Remy without her.